Not Your Everyday Apple: October 2013

Halloween Asian Night

20:37

Well yes, the title, it's a real event and it was last night.

This rap will tell you what went down:

"Rack city bitch, rack, rack city bitch

Ten ten ten twenties on ya titties bitch"
So many Funbags came out to play.

Good Nun Gone Bad shall be its title, gosh I really love this photo. It speaks all kinds of wrong yet it's beautiful. It is just so BAD ASS! Urgh! Love it. Also, notice how slutty the girls look and how scary the guys were, they put in a lot of effort to de-class and "scarify" themselves. Gotta appreciate talent when you see it.

Ghouls, Ghouls, Buddha and more Ghouls

<3 My Dementors <3

Myself

23:14

What are you exactly do you know you? Have you met yourself yet? I for one do not know who I am or what I'm meant be.

People my age have already accomplished so much in life. People I know, people I don't. I'm 18 turning 19 and when I look at my life's resume, it's like a life range target sheet, lots of holes on them because of incomplete tasks in life. My greatest achievement would be living independently without family or friends, literally. I know what I want to be in the future but I don't know how or where to start it’s like I need a life coach for my own life. I actually need someone to tell me what I should be doing with my life.

However, I don't want that, I want to know what I want or should do in life. I don't know what I want now but what I do know what I'm hoping for in the future. Looking at it, there's a huge gap from where I am now and the "future me". No stepping-stones, just empty spaces. How am I supposed to move from here to there without falling?

I want to find myself I want to know myself. What I am now is a morph of the mold society deem me to be and then, myself. I want to step away from that mold to look, understand and see myself.

Who is Apple Tay? Do you know me? Do you know why I'm always disappearing in people's life? Do you know why I can't maintain a normal relationship with people? Do you know what I like and don't? Cause I don't. I want to know my flaws, my strength, and of course, my-self.

I need to know myself if I ever want to move in life.

Here's a poem I call: "Fading"

All I do is waste each day away, no life, no adventure just living.
An image of the separate life, I hold on to.
A memory of the cushion life, I'm clinging to.
The sombre chords of a song, is playing
The life I have, in front of me is fading.
- Apple Tay

Wedding Photobooth!

14:55

I had so much fun in the photobooth and somehow my teeth turns out extremely white in the photos.

John, i love you.

16:52

What would I do without your smart mouth
Drawing me in, and you kicking me out
Got my head spinning, no kidding, I can't pin you down
What's going on in that beautiful mind
I'm on your magical mystery ride
And I'm so dizzy, don't know what hit me, but I'll be alright

My head's under water
But I'm breathing fine
You're crazy and I'm out of my mind

'Cause all of me
Loves all of you
Love your curves and all your edges
All your perfect imperfections
Give your all to me
I'll give my all to you
You're my end and my beginning
Even when I lose I'm winning
'Cause I give you all, all of me
And you give me all, all of you, oh
- John Legend

You know just what to write to make a girl/woman weep tears of bliss whenever she listens to this song. All of me loves all of you too John.

Where is YS?

19:22

Some places Mr. YS's has been:

Anna and Freedy's wedding!!! I saw them from the proposal to now this, *tears* don't they grow up so fast? It was truly beautiful, everything was! Thank the heavens the weather was good that day cause that week was just pouring all day err day. So that was fortunate of us. It was immaculate. I now know what Bliss and my future wedding should be like.

With the Wedding Couple

Rihanna was FANTASTIC. She's so sexy, hot, cute, all that. I loved her concert, she really delivers. Show started on time and everything was perfect. I can't get enough of her!

YOU DA ONE I THINK ABOUT AL DAY AY AY RIRI BABY.

OK, this rap concert we attended was very very last minute, like we got tickets the day before and the acts were CHINGY, OMARION and FABULOUS. I really really like Omarion prior to this. Bow Wow and him, they were just so cute back then. But the concert in all honesty, was meh.. PLUS! we had to wait 3 hours before we can go in the venue, and like another 2 hours or so for the first act to come and another hour in between the three acts. It was a very low-key, intimate concert and the venue was pretty small so no seating, just standing. I couldnt take the 8 hours or so we've been standing so I left and didn't bother waiting for Fabulous to finish his set.

What disappointed me was Omarion had gotten a little chubby and is a little more pervy.. He still got the voice but I just don't think he is the same cute/usher-ish vibe Omarion he used to be. It didn't pay off to be so near to the stage when the acts were bad.

Chingy

Omarion

Fabulous

There were more places we went and what not but, i'll be bombarding this tiny space with too many photos so if you're really curious what we did, you can check my Instagram: @appletay or Facebook also Apple Tay