Where do I begin? I'm Jealous. Jealous of why can't I shine like that girl who is so popular, well liked by everyone and got every boy wrapped around her finger. I did have a friend who is or was like that. I have no clue now cause we aren't exactly close anymore, just a common friend. In a way I was jealous of her and that kinda magnify the littlest mistakes and that caused our fall out.. but then again, there were other reasons too.